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Don't think I can't feel that there is something wrong, please don't say what you are about to say.
Be sure before you close my door. When I'm halfway up I'm always halfway down.
Look back before you leave my life, and think twice before you decide what you want to do.
It feels like you are closing the door in to your life for me. Why?

Everybody can see that it is you that are doing this to me and now I'm the one who is lost.
Everybody says we're through, I hope you haven't said that too. How am I suppose to make it without you?
I don't feel welcome anymore, back up and rewind the tape, did you forget everything?
Without you my soul is crying, my healing heart is full of pain but at least I am trying to fix up my broken heart.
Do you remember when we use to make love, I could feel al of your love inside of me.
Is this how it is suppose to end? Is this how we should end it?
We can't say goodbye, but I can't keep the memory of you and me because it hurts too much.
But no, we are not going to say goodbye?

Where am I? I can't cry, I need this space just like you need air, because this isn't me. I'll be back, I need this time to clear you off my mind and also to clear up my mind.. I hope I'll be fine, if we ever meet again what would you say? Can we even stay friends, I won't let you go away. I'll never be the same, will you?
So what if I came clean and told you what you mean to me, so what if I meant everything I said?
Just because I can't go on, please don't give up on me know.
I have memorized every word you have said but the words I love you I can't remember you saying, is that because you don't anymore? I did this one too many times, you deserve something better. I'm going to let you go, even though I can't go on right now, but I'm going to leave it behind me and try to forgive and forget as they say.
Why did I do this, why did we do that?

It's going to feel real good, I'm going to make it right. I'm going to make a change for once in my life.
I'm starting with me, the woman inside of my body. I'm asking myself to make a change, I’ve been a selfish girl, but now it's time to change all that.